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God is always Good!

Hello there,
I have not heard anything new about my trip to Indonesia yet, but I know this is God way to prepare my heart for His work. Since my last post, God has been proving that He is good, He is good all the time! Not just sometimes. He answers prayers, yes it might not be the way we want them to be answered, but God knows whats best for us right? That's what i keep telling myself! =) I don't know how many of you know me well, but i am a very impatient person. I just really want to be in Indonesia right now, in the orphanage..serving. But God keeps telling me "wait on Me Natalia, and keep My way.."-Ps37:34. While i wait for a next open door, i need to continuously recognize that God is good all the time, and i need to keep  in His way, i keep hearing the Lord say "Follow me Natalia." Also the people all around me that are excited for me to go, have been so encouraging! Thank you guys!
As I was thinking about serving in an orphanage, and as i was talking to my mom, I realized something. I just want to tell you guys that the orphanage i will be going to is so wonderful, it is owned by a pastor and his family. They provide so much care for the children and the unwed mothers, i will just be an addition to that blessing. Just because i grew up in an orphanage that was still caring, but not so much loving, doesn't mean every orphanage is like that. My goal is to provide as much care, as much love as i possibly can through Jesus!  
So as i continue waiting, i will try my best to keep in His way and His way only! =)
"Behold, children are a heritage from the Lord, the fruit of the womb a reward"- Ps127:3

Train up a child in the way he should go; even when he is old he will not depart from it.
(Proverbs 22:6)


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