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Note to self: always surround yourself with positivity.

Being home from Haiti for almost a month is a little challenging. I at times find myself missing it so much that i can't even be by myself, because my thoughts take over and then it's down hill from there. But what keeps me going on is the thought that God will bring me to that place once again. I have hope in that. Also what keeps me going, is remember God's goodness and His promises. He isn't done with me yet, and there are greater thing have yet to come (yes i am quoting Chris Tomlin.)
Surrounding myself with positivity, makes me see all the things i should be grateful for, all the blessings. Even the smallest miracles that we are blind to, we really should be more observant. When I am in my sad mode I don't notice these things, i tend to slip into "my world" where it's all about me, and how much I miss Haiti, how much I need to feel needed by the children. But its not about me is it? nope.
Staying positive made me realize its all about the Cross, its all about showing love to the kids, it's all about loving people. not about me and how sad i am that i am not in Haiti.

God has definitely been revealing to me that working with orphans or young kids in general is my ministry. For some reason whenever I see a young child, it brings a smile to my face and it warms my heart. It's really amazing! this summer my focus is to stay focused on my focus. Love God and Love people. the top two of my priorities.

Stay positive, trust God even when it seems like an impossible task, run to Him. Seeing His little miracles, recognizing His blessings...ahhhh....just excites me and gives me hope.

Simplicity and positivity.

Come on people! =D


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