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REBLOGGED. - i needed to read this

Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone,
to have a deep soul relationship with another—
to be loved thoroughly, and exclusively.
But GOD, to a Christian says:
“No, not until you are satisfied,
fullfilled and content with being loved by Me alone,
with having an intensely personal and unique relationship
that I have planned for you.

You will never be united with another until you are united with Me—
exclusive of anyone or anything else,
exclusive of any other desires or longings.

I want you to stop planning, stop wishing, and allow Me to give you the most thrilling plan existing—
one that you cannot imagine.
I want you to know the best.

Please allow Me to bring it to you.
You just keep watching Me, expecting the greatest things—
keep experiencing the satisfaction that I am.
Keep listening and learning the things I tell you.

You just wait.
That’s all.
Don’t be anxious.
Don’t worry.
Don’t look around at the things others have gotten
or what I’ve given them.
Don’t look at the th…


Oh my goodness! God never ceases to open my eyes to the things that are outside of me. The moment I begin to close in on myself, the moment I begin to make a huge deal about my issues, the moment I begin to just simply think the world revolves around me, God smacks me in the head with the Truth and opens my eyes to the things that around me. Things that are happening as im sitting on my bed writing this. Christians being persecuted, a child is being sold to a family memeber, a baby being aborted, a boy being bullied, or a girl making herself barf because she thinks she's fat, suicide, someone is begging for food while im sipping on a warm cup of coffee, a child is being raped, mallested or kidnapped, a father is being abusive physically and emotionally, someone dying from cancer...I mean the list goes on and on. And what bothers me the most is that I don't ever think about these things, and when I do...I doubt that my little prayer will do anything. Oh my goodness…

if you think you just might be sinking,

"If you think you are standing strong, be careful not to fall"-1Corinthians 10:12 and "But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me."-2Corinthians 12:9----> these verses are on my heart tonight.

Life can fool us sometimes. We go through life, our daily routines-and we think that we've got it all together. Once you start thinking to yourself "yep, I'm in a good place right now" BAM, something happens and all of a sudden you are lost.

All I can say is the spiritual ups and downs are designed for me to depend on God for help. Once I think Im stong enough to handle life, God always shows me my weakness to remind me that I can't do life on my own.

Ever since I began working it seemed like I got it all figured schedule seemed good. I was reading the Word everyday, I did everythin…