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AWAKE AND ALIVE once again.

Seriously! Growth-what an adventure. I honestly think that so far this year, God has grown me more than ever. Tonight God has awakened me.
I've realized that recently Ive been held back from God by my pain and pride. I think that God finally is breaking me down and it feels ok. I am at peace because I know that God is holding me. Tonight He did some major truth slapping in the face and convicting yet always reminding me that He has me right where He needs me....on my knees crying out to Him.
God is definitely teaching me to love, to forgive and to guard my heart-all this is not easy.
My focus has been regained and I am alive once again!
Tonight God has been so specific with what I need to do, He is definitely not a God confusion. I am ALIVE and AWAKE!

LET NOT THE THINGS OF THIS WORLD EVER SWAY ME!

Prayer much needed!

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