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While Im waiting....

To be quite honest, ever since I got back I've been living here half hearted. My heart has been broken into so many pieces and Haiti has them all. My first week back has been the toughest. I know that God is teaching me and molding me into the person He wants me to be. He is also shaping my future.

This week the memories have been randomly flashing throug my mind like a movie, it's non-stop. I dont like to sit alone in my room because all I see are the faces of the kids, all I hear are the voices of the creole language and the loud praises to my God. I cry because my heart aches to be there with them, and then I smile because I was priviliged to experience it. I've been praying and leaning on God so much, I cling to His truths and His promises and I find comfort in Him alone. He gets me through the day!

I know God has wonderful plans for me. As I am preparing for Uganda and am trying to focus on that, I've been getting more and more excited. I've been privilaged t…

Majestic obsession

Two weeks ago I left my home and everyone I loved to go to Haiti once again. What a trip. God did a lot in my heart through the people of Haiti, its pretty much unbelievable and man was it painful. Words can not describe how incredible the trip was. Stepping off that plane I instantly felt at home, as if I never left. However, no matter how at home I felt God began to mold my heart and show me all the dirt. Not a fan. He was teaching me how to love, all over again. Don't you hate it when you think you've mastered something, and then you realize you don't have the slightest clue? Yep, thats exactly what happened. God showed me how angry and bitter I was toward some people who I claimed I "loved." How could I go to a different country and show the kind of love I should be showing at home? It didn't make sense to me. After much prayer and laying down my pride, I broke down and begged God to clense me, to restore me and to show me love again. Because God is faith…