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What really matters

Phew. What really matters? Have you sat down and really thought about what matters the most in life? well if you haven't, please do.

To sit in front of my God, to be filled with His joy in me, to live for Him-that's what really matters.

Oh I have been so distracted from this truth, I needed to remember that ALL friendships and relationships are for the glory of God. We're supposed to push one another toward Christ, not ourselves. Seriously guys, who are we to seek our own desires in relationships? why? They never satisfy....

What really matters? Jesus and His people. I know I've written on this topic before but its an area in my life where I know I need a constant reminder that this life IS NOT about me. What am I doing to love God more and His people? woah.

Somewhere along the way I've lost my focus on why God has placed people in our lives, why do we need one another. "Umm Natalia, REFOCUS, wake up." seriously, wake up everyone. Why are we here? Why are we so busy looking for things to satisfy us, when really we should be looking for ways to love Jesus more. He doesn't need us, yet He wants us. He pursues us daily and we turn to other things or people to satisfy us. We let others control how we think and act, when in reality Jesus matters the most. His opinion matters the most. He is the one deserving all the glory, so why is it in our daily encounters with His children do we seek our own interests?

REFOCUS. I can't emphasize enough how important it is to not waste a second, minute, hour, day, week, months, years and live it for yourself. Or waste a conversation, message, text and not point the other person to Christ. Speak of Jesus all the time, show people what really matters. When you find Jesus, you are complete in Him- we don't need anything else, in fact nothing even compares to Him.

Guys, get on this. Soak up the truths...Actually...don't take my word for it, go to the bible and love Jesus!

Blessings
<3 Nat


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