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Drama, cliché...call it what you will, I don't care.

What's the point of living when you're not being an inspiration? When you close yourself off to the world and don't let anyone in and pretend that everything is dandy? What's the point? There is none.

This summer revealed a lot about myself. And this blog entry is not attention seeking, or deserves any praise in any way. This entry is about being open, its about letting people in on the messiness. Not hiding. Not pretending.

Quite honestly, I've lost myself. Sounds very dramatic. And some might say so, but sometimes the little things, the little failures, little losses add up. I know I keep bringing up my beloved Haiti and Uganda, and how much I just want to be there, and how much it breaks my heart not to be able to, quite honestly it destroyed me this summer. Have you ever had something in your life that was so great and you were 110% sure this was it? Nothing else compared to having it? You gave your whole heart to it, your whole mind? Anything less then that yo…